Maybe

I wonder what he thought of me
I know what I thought of him
I thought he would be the end to my lonely days
I thought he would be the perfect way to bring in the New Year
I thought he had a nice smile and in my dreams he would drive me wild
I thought he could help ease the pain
I thought he would be here to stay
I prayed to feel butterflies again,
But now I see I had forgotten how it feels when they end
Now my head is filled with maybes
Maybe he didn’t like me
Maybe he didn’t get my jokes
Maybe I offended him
Maybe I wasn’t good enough
Maybe God saved me
Maybe there was something wrong with him
Maybe there is something wrong with me
Maybe I am not ready
Maybe he isn’t either
Maybe I should stop saying maybe
Because I know God has my back forever